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Did I say I am back?   
11:59pm 15/06/2006
  Ok So i am repeating myself

Its been long. I dont get time, work is too busy .. plus I am just too lazy

Photos have been updated on

http://photos.yahoo.com/wakas007

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11:57pm 15/06/2006
  I WANT: to do wild stuff (Sky diving, bunjee jumping)
I WISH: I was in Canada earlier
I HATE: Shallow and Selfish People
I MISS: Good Food
I FEAR: NOTHING ... but pain and suffering
I HEAR: People
I WONDER: the perfect world
I REGRET: a lot of things
I DANCE: When no one is looking
I SING: In the car when I cant hear myself :D
I CRY: When I see sad movies or hear sad stories
I AM NOT ALWAYS: Available
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: Food and Sweets
I WRITE: Notes, documents blah blah
I NEED: huh .... I dont know ... I am pretty good actually
I SHOULD: Eat healthy food
I START: Volunteer work soon
I FINISHED: A lot of things.
 
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so tired   
02:50pm 03/05/2006
  Who said summer would be fun. I had to go to all the branches yesterday and it was so Hot I was like dead tired by the mid of the day. What you want me to turn on the air conditioning now? Come on! The traffic was crazy, the gas prices are worse. Any way what was worse was I was going on home from Derry road, and I couldnt find my way to the highway and I kept circling Erin Mills road .. omg .....

SUCKED ASS

W
 
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FUNNY   
11:40am 12/04/2006
  10 reasons computers must be Males


Top 10 reasons computers must be male:

10. They have a lot of data but are still clueless.

9. A better model is always just around the corner.

8. They look nice and shiny until you bring them home.

7. It is always necessary to have a backup.

6. They'll do whatever you say if you push the right buttons.

5. The best part of having either one is the games you can play.

4. In order to get their attention, you have to turn them on.

3. The lights are on but nobody's home.

2. Big power surges knock them out for the night.

1. Size does matter.
 
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Times   
03:14pm 01/04/2006
  So I have been thinking, what is the purpose of life? What is it really? What we are doing right now is that what the purpose is? I mean really .... what is it?

What is love? I mean is it like money. You have it, you give it someone? Or is it like you have it and you share it? Is there such thing as I love for something more than anything? Is it a never ending thing?

Hummm beats me. I am still thinking about these things. Seems like purpose of life at the moment for most is to fulfill there desires and give into their lust/dreams/wishes.

Love on the other hand ..... is more confussing. How is it that we can not love 2 things at a time? I mean its not like money that you spend it all one and you are broke. We always seem to have it ...... or is it love as well.

So confused..... I need a hot psycologist ... oh oh .. i m giving into my fantasies now .... damn ...


Waqas
 
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sweet test   
11:52am 21/02/2006
 
the Helper
Test finished!
you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO.


"I must help others"



Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.


How to Get Along with Me



  • Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
  • Share fun times with me.
  • Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.
  • Let me know that I am important and special to you.
  • Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.


    In Intimate Relationships


  • Reassure me that I am intersting to you.
  • Reassure me often that you love me.
  • Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.

What I Like About Being a Two



  • being able to relate easily to people and to make friends
  • knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better
  • being generous, caring, and warm
  • being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings
  • being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor

What's Hard About Being a Two



  • not being able to say no
  • having low self-esteem
  • feeling drained from overdoing for others
  • not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish
  • criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should
  • being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them
  • working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings

Twos as Children Often



  • are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism
  • try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding
  • are outwardly compliant
  • are popular or try to be popular with other children
  • act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention
  • are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted Twos), or quiet and shy (the more introverted Twos)

Twos as Parents



  • are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)
  • are often playful with their children
  • wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?" "Have I caused irreparable damage?"
  • can become fiercely protective

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages


You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose CX

Would you rather have chosen:

  • AX (SEVEN)
  • BX (NINE)
  • CY (SIX)
  • CZ (ONE)




  • My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


    free online dating free online dating
    You scored higher than 0% on ABC

    free online dating free online dating
    You scored higher than 25% on XYZ
    Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
     
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    Club again   
    12:29am 22/01/2006
      The week was all fun. I went late to work EVERYDAY :D cause my boss is in India ! HEHE he should go there often.

    Got my bills again .. Christ ... stupid Bills

    Yesterday on friday I went to Club Metro. It was cool. I dance on the main stage lol I cant believe I did that, any way there were these 2 girls they kept coming at me. I changed places and they followed me there. They were HOT but I was not interested. I didnt go there to pick up any girls, not a club ...... So I kept avoiding them .. and then they got drunk and kept dancing .....

    It was cool. I had fun. I dance and was tired. I think I am learning how to dance now. SHAKE that boody, turn it around ...

    I want to go Snowboarding soon ... damn it where is the snow when you want it.

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    ouch !   
    03:37pm 03/10/2005
     
    mood: busy
    ZzzzZZzzz ... BOINK !!!

    Went right through !
     
         
     
    First Club ever   
    02:08am 24/09/2005
     
    mood: calm
    Wow ...after another week of work here I am. Still alive and kicking.

    I have 2 more job offers now. Well, more like I am going to go for interview. Pay is better but I dont wanna quit right in the middle ! That seem soo bad. I dunno what to do

    Any way, now for the topic. After work, I went to university where there was like beer tasting or something. OFcoure I dont drink, but Mike was going so he took me with him. It was fun. I meet some of his friend, they drank and stuff, I just watched. I had a coke ! LOL ... yup a coke... and vege samosassssss Now those were really good.

    Next off, we planned to go to this girls birthday that I never knew off and we went. The birthday was more like in a club. Metro to be specific. Any way we went in. Payed $10. As I said before as I dont drink .... so no more money spending. FIRST TIME EVER IN A CLUB. It was weird. I was shy, didnt move, just stood and saw stuff.

    Ok ppl, when you get high and drunk ... you do weird things. I mean this girl was soo high... and she made out like with 5 different men ..... maybe it was fun ..... i dunno. Next saw some girl on girl action too, not to mention the strip dances. But I am not complaining LOL ..... but still ...... wasnt decent

    Any way after like 1/2 hour I finally dance. Moved my body a bit ..... now my Back hurts LOL... I danced alone, not interested in women ... well not those ones atleast. The weird thing was the everyone was smoking in the club ! Have a slight headace.

    And then Mike and Dima had a fight .... long story short, we came home :D

    THE END

    Waqas
     
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    quiz   
    11:34pm 20/09/2005
     

    LJ Interests meme results



    1. 24:
      A very cool Tv show. I just saw the last season. Not bad. Against muslims but still very good
    2. computers:
      NERD... GEEK ... I wish
    3. cooking:
      Well, I have to eat dont I ?
    4. csi:
      THE BEST EVERY SHOW IN THE WORLD.
    5. driving:
      Well, put some music in and just drive a mile. Wish there was no speed limit though.
    6. eating:
      HOMER SIMPSON
    7. fashion:
      My sense of fashion is pretty cool, but for some reason I can not dress myself
    8. fun stuff:
      Like wild shit. You know, wonderland, adrelin kicks in ...
    9. games:
      Not physical. Computer. I am good at physical too, but every game I like need a partner, and I can not find one
    10. movies:
      Everyone watches them


    Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.



     
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    House   
    11:46pm 05/09/2005
     
    mood: cheerful
    Wow! It looks soo beautiful. Even though its still not ready yet, I wanna move in NOW ! cant wait for 28th October !! Come on, COME ON already

    photos.yahoo.com/wakas007

    HOUSE-5 is the folder if you are interested

    Waqas
     
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    I GOT SOMETHING REALLY COOL   
    04:37pm 28/08/2005
     
    mood: anxious
    Ok. Now this is very cool only for a selected few of us. What I got is, HISTORY on MP3. 2 of them to. One is history from 1700 to today and the other is 19th century with science and shit. 15 hours each WOOT WOOT. By the time I am finished with these I will be a SUPER NERD. LOL ... So they are on 2 CDs only and its worth every penny. If anyone wants em, let me know, I can put them on my FTP !

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    Again, a long time   
    03:15pm 28/08/2005
     
    mood: cheerful
    Well Hello there. Maybe you guys remember me! I use to write LJ quite often but then things changed. I finished my MS and then started looking for a better job while working security night shifts. LOL

    So any way guys .... been some time. You know I am going to agencies and all, and it seem pretty good. But yeah Time flies thats all I can tell you. Then I have to work at evening and nights. I am hopeful. Actually I talked to a head hunter and he is looking for someone who know Asterisk. Its a linux proxy that we worked on our project so I am hopeful on that thing big time. And its a good Paying job too. I will tell you when I get it lol

    So yeah, last week was all cool. Went to agencies. Re-did my resume again. oh yeah, I meet this dude in an agencies and he goes can I ask you a technical question .. I said sure .. he goes .. wats the port number for http! And I am looking at him .. I am like are you serious .. I answered him ... but thats a question you ask technical support people, not a Masters. Any way .... he offered me something in technical support and I said NO! the pay was like $17 an hour

    Moving on, Wed, Thu, and Sun. I work at this building that I dont have to do anything so I am like reading books, and watching movied. GOOD BLESS LAPTOPS ! LOL ....

    On Saturday I work downtown ...... and have meet a lot of people. That place usually keeps me busy. But I am talking to a lot of girls there, and they are actually my friends. Most of em are students in ryerson. NOT TO MENTION THE adoreable puppies and kittens and dogs and cats there are. WOW!! its a nice place

    So thats the story. I plan to go to the EX on Monday and tuesday its a fishing trip ! WOOT WOOT!! unless my lazy BUTT friends destroy it .. its all go ahead

    Oh yeah, and this girls find me hot just cause I am wearing the security uniform LOL ... she keeps telling me.

    Waqas
     
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    EYES !   
    12:27pm 21/08/2005
     
    mood: calm
    Something I discovered. I knew that the most attracted thing I find in people were eyes, But what I didnt know was they were specially Blue/Green eyes. Ok, not all blue/green eyes. A special blue or green. Now how did I figure it out, well during work.. this girl moved in. She had glasses on. She looked ok, not special. She was very nice, polite, and talked in such a sweet way. Any way, I asked her where is she from as that not how people from Toronto speak (very aggressive). Turns out she is from Alberta. What a surpise. Skipping a bit, why are people OUT of GTA nicer ? I mean seriously ? ..... any way. Going on, she was moving in, so I had to grab her the set of keys, and get her the parking spot and show her around ... blah blah ... .she went out to buy some food.

    About an hour later i saw these VERY BEAUTIFUL (not hot)........EYES. I was like wow. I hope this girl lives here. And she starts waving at me !! I am like wats going on here ? So I go and open the door and ask how can I help you ? So she goes oh! Its me .. you forgot already .... I was oh my ! I didnt answer or anything .... too lost in the eyes, and I think I forgot how to speak for a good while LOL. Any way so she went up and keep coming around cause she wanted something blah blah ! So yeah ..... thats the story ! What sucks is ... she is younger then me. like 5 years :( Oh well !!!!! life goes on

    Next, I finished my project presentation as well. And obviously we OWNT at it. Now from tomorrow we go JOB hunting. Agencies it is. Hopefully I will get something at IBM .... hehe cause its close the house I am moving in LOL....

    Talking about the house, Its all ready. Except the inside that is. OH MY ... its sooo beautiful. CANT WAIT TO GO IN. I keep going to IKEA LOL ... just planning to get the things. My friend keep telling me I am gay lol, cause I also like plates and cutlery and shit which they dont care about, and I keep dragging them to Mikasa and shit. Any way ... some more things I like ........

    Thats the whole story. Its cool. As I said, life goes on.

    Waqas
     
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    LOSE OF A WEEKEND   
    01:53am 08/08/2005
     
    mood: bitchy
    Well, let me go back to Friday. So we go to University at 4:20 pm. Cause our system administrator finish work at 5 pm. And we had to ask him to put our server (VoIP server) in the Topology room (our computer network). He says no. So I thaught he was busy, so I went out for a while. Come back in 1/2 hour and asks him. He goes "why do you guys bother me after 5pm, I am not going to put it in, wait until Monday." I came out, cause I am usually polite, but my partner got upset he went to him. He asked him please if he could do it, cause we would finish our project by sunday then. But he was no. He is really busy. So we he kinda argue with him (The administrator has given him attitude earlier as well). Any in the arguement he goes "Your the only group who is not finished. Everyone is done" .... then we explain to him that we did everything at home (we have all equipment except one) which is IXIA....... " And then he goes I am too busy. Make an appointment". WTF ? He is a network administrator .. not a professor ? His job is to help us. Any way ... Then we go, if everyone is finished and we are the last group ... why are you soo busy ? Then he goes, I have a family .. I have a life, you come after 5 and bother me. We were like there at 4:30 .. before 5 and all he had to do was to open the room, go in and plug the server .... 5mins at most ..... any way .. becuase of him we are stuck. Now I have an exam on Wednesday, then the final project is done on next Monday .... great.

    Now I am pretty sure, maybe we were wrong ..... MAYBE .... but because of him we are late by 3 days? Not to mention all of us took the weekend off, and were not working ? WTF ..... i mean what can we do ? Isnt that just stupid.

    That my story for project..... now I have to go and do it tomorrow ... SUCKS ....... I would have been done otherwise and could have gone Fishing this weekend. But because of one person, I am screwed.


    Another question ? Is it just me or is this weather making everyone really horny ? LOL ! Funny but ture
    Waqas
     
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    A peaceful week   
    12:31pm 05/08/2005
     
    mood: calm
    Well still working on my project. Its going well. We have everything configured out and its working. Only the testing part is left. So yeah, I am confident, only the testing part is left.

    Nothing exciting happened in this week. Just go to university, stay there late and finish a lot of crap and thats about it.

    Since the university is downtown, and we have been working late, so we have come to see alot of hookers. Yesterday actually when we were buying food I had a little talk with one. No a simple talk. I was surprise how simple the girl was. Poor her, I think she was doing it for drugs. I felt sorry, it seemed so wrong. And all night long I was thinking of a solution for this ? Nothing came to mind. I mean after all they are human, and why are they doing it ? I am pretty sure they have a good reason ......... any way

    Thats all for now.

    Waqas
     
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    one more week gone   
    06:28am 01/08/2005
     
    mood: calm
    I am doing this on a weekly basis now eh ? I am running short on time.

    Nothing much has happened. I think we aced the presentation NESSUS on wednesday. OH YEAH. looking for job now, that is in my feild. Why in the world do they ask you how much do you want. Jesus, they should know better, I am Master's it has to be atleast 50,000 ...... and when I say 70,000 (lol) they look all suprised. What ever. Just tell me what you are willing to pay YOU CHEAP BASTARDS lol .....

    I think I made a lot of money on Friday for 2 hours of work. A LOT OF MONEY lol .... ok I bid on something and I got it, and the price went up for it. Like more then 10 time !! hehe ... money is good eh! Well now I can pay for the OSAP I have and the MBA I plan to do.

    Job was cool on this weekend. Everything was a ok. Nothing to worry about. Even though todays work was weird. I worked night shift. SOOO BORING .. I read my book, and then around 3 am I took my laptop out and started watching the Grudge. Did i mention I was in my car alone in the dark and it was raining ? Perfect time to watch a horror movie. I must say .... it wasnt horror, just got me jumping a few times and that was because of the music. Stupid music

    Ok thats about it. I have been helping a lot of people. I think I am a bit too friendly, I think people have used me and took advantage of my good nature. I think people are very selfish and they dont know that they are, and I am too kind to tell them that lol



    OK I NEED TIPS. HOW TO ASK SOMEONE OUT, and Where to go on the first date?

    Waqas
     
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    lots of info   
    04:27am 19/07/2005
     
    mood: calm
    Ok lets go back a bit. Lets talk about Thursday a bit.

    So this Thursday I went to the court again. It was in New Market this time though and I went as a witness. So yeah I go there and see the cop and he goes you are suppose to be here at 10:30 not 9 am ? And I was like you let me a message saying its 9 am ! ? Any way he made a mistake. The other girl also came whos car was hit, for which I was a witness. Any way, I saw a lot of cases. The judge was cool, the prosecutor was cooler. OH OH OH .. almost for... I saw a very hot looking cop ! WOW she was beautiful. AND SHE HAD A GUN ... yum yum. I She was plain and simple HOT ! YES SIR !

    Ok next, this guy comes and calls my name, and I answered. Apparantly he was the lawyer for the dude who was drunk driving. Any way, he asked me if I remember everything and I said yes. So he goes to the prosecutor and pleads guilty LOLOLOL. So the cop comes to me and tells me I can go and he has pleaded guilty. HEHE i think I screwed him up. Any way, he was drunk and he made a fake story thats why I went.

    Next up was I worked too much this weekend. And it was boring, except the one is downtown. WOW girls are hot here. I think I am going to ask someone out, but dont have the gutts to do it. I suck when it comes to girls.

    I also bought a camp. It was on sale at Canadian tire, got it for like $115. I set it up in my living room to check it, it looks beautiful. LOL my cat loved it. She was inside it all the time, playing in it and all happy. I am planning to go to fishing next tuesday. Thats gonna be fun. Also I have to go pick my brother up from Sudbury this thursday. I will probably go on wednesday stay there for a day or two and then bring him back here.

    Ok these days I am working really hard to ask a girl out. I have a few in mind but I am really scared. I dont know if they would like it if I asked them out ! I am scared they might give some bad answer to me, I am just SCARED !! lol yes sir I am.

    Ok Waqas signing off

    Waqas

    PS. Does anybody even bother to read this ?
     
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    Oh boy   
    01:20am 23/06/2005
     
    mood: happy
    Well I have to do a LOT of walking all this week. Cause of the Pride week. Apparently we need to keep an extra eye around there. Also there will be 2 of us there so that makes it a bit better I am guessing.

    Life is good. Cant complain. The shit is all falling in to place.

    Oh yesterday was like the Ticket Date for Court for my speeding ticket. I was so scared, and I couldnt find a lawyer, so I picked up my friend Mike and took him with me. I told him to get another date. Any way when he went in, and the time came, the prosecutor told him that he can not get a date and that I am considered Guilty. And then she said, its sad, you could have just pleaded guilty for him. He very quickly said oh I will do that, then she said but you dont have his consent, he goes, YES I do, he told me to do what ever I can. LOL

    So then he goes in to the thingi, were people go to talk I dont know whats it called. And the judge asked him some stuff, and they cause she was nice, she dropped it down. She made it a fine for $50 from 140. And no demerit points either. Also nothing on my record. LOL so nice of her. Now I can SPEED again lol .. ok no.

    Yeah but that was funny.

    So here is the deal. All these lawyers for speeding are BULL SHIT, just go. Explain to the judge, they are very nice and they do care. If you explain them perfectly ... they help you out. STUPID X-XOPPERS wanted 300 + tax, and if the ticket is not done, I am suppose to pay for it to. THEIF'S

    Waqas
     
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    Training   
    02:32pm 04/06/2005
     
    mood: sleepy
    Ok last night was training for the security job. On from 11 pm to 6 am. I just found out that the building I am working in has mixed people in it. Gays, Lesbian, Transexuals and ofcourse PETS. Oh .. forgot straight people too LOL.

    So yeah, gay people are nice and clean and sweet. It was a good job. Everyone partying yesterday so they were drunk but they didnt behave like straight people. And they have such beautiful pets. They walk them like all night long. So careing.

    Oh forgot the good part. I saw all of them kissing! HEHE, still trying to get over gay men kissing though. OK OK I am working on it LOL

    Waqas
     
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